| Noose... |
Four times now... Why don't you just die? I don't think I can take all the teasing anymore...
I'm fat. Not too fat, but just enough to piss me off. If it isn't that much, why haven't I gotten rid of it by now. Fuck you. I am getting rid of it.
I am weak. So what if I am stronger than all of my friends? I still don't feel I am as strong as I should be. Fuck you. I am getting stronger.
I don't care about the way I look. I do care about the way I feel.
Somebody sing my eulogy. It will make it a lot less depressing.
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Lots of confusion. I don't know what is going on. Prom, I hate you. Dad, make up your mind. Chris, stop being so analytical all the time...
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I don't want to do this anymore. Why can't life be easy at least sometimes?
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Fuck me.
I am leaving.
Loves...
When Everything Was Ugly... - And Ugly It Remains...