| Noose... |
Do you ever paint the most beautiful picture you have ever seen, then splash it with a can of black paint?
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Do you ever write the most melodic poem you have ever read, then tear it up and burn it?
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Do you destroy your own beauty because you know you shouldn't be worthy of such a gift?
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Do you ever deny yourself?
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Do you ever?
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Well, if you do...
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Let's just say you are getting a taste of what it is to be me...
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I am fucking up my own picture too.
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But I like it...
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I really do...
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What do you mean I don't really?
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Why shouldn't I?
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Don't talk to me anymore... You don't know what you are talking about anyway...
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This is why I have my Misery Epiphany...
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This is why I celebrate my own pain and anguish...
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This is my own beauty...
When Everything Was Ugly... - And Ugly It Remains...